Bigmike07 66 (2:10:45 AM): Not that I believe him...I...really dont want to believe him anyway...but I really hope that you werent talking to Andvari about me. Because I am furious at this point in time


Auto Response from Vorfalath (2:10:45 AM): Zombie-Mel will only be in the vacinity of her cellphone from now until as late as 4pm (2:30 EST)


Bigmike07 66 (2:11:45 AM): We can talk later. But right now I am so angry, and if what he says is true, Ill feel the same way about you that I did bailey.
Bigmike07 66 (2:27:43 AM): You know what, nevermind. I realize now that....Nevermind. Maybe we'll talk again someday. Later Mel.
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Bigmike07 66 (10:32:29 PM): I just want a yes or no. Have you ever told Andvari or mentioned anything about our conversations?
Vorfalath (10:33:34 PM): I've told him that we've had conversations, I've told him that we've conversations about stuff on the MUD, I told him about Aarumin/Dayana stuff when it was concerning the Darama, and all that junk.
Bigmike07 66 (10:34:21 PM): Any idea why he would get the impression I want to break up with the girl I love and fuck you? Or where he would come up with saying "Ive seen the way you talk to her you fat ass, its pathetic"
Vorfalath (10:34:57 PM): Is he talking about the way me and you talked on osays? He's RPC, he's seen logs.
Bigmike07 66 (10:35:05 PM): No
Bigmike07 66 (10:35:09 PM): Hes saying you told him
Bigmike07 66 (10:35:30 PM): Before he ranted "I WRECK YOU" and blocked me.
Bigmike07 66 (10:36:15 PM): I just felt betrayed, yet again...
Vorfalath (10:36:46 PM): I never said anything to Andvari that would ever imply that me and you had any sort of real-world connection, romance, or feelings toward eachother
Vorfalath (10:36:47 PM): at all
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Bigmike07 66 (10:43:41 PM): Not really sure if I should be angry or not. Though I realize now that you probably dont care. -sigh- See ya Mel.
Vorfalath (10:44:08 PM): Can you hang on like, three seconds?
Vorfalath (10:44:16 PM): Bigmike07 66 (10:36:15 PM): I just felt betrayed, yet again...
Vorfalath (10:36:46 PM): I never said anything to Andvari that would ever imply that me and you had any sort of real-world connection, romance, or feelings toward eachother
Vorfalath (10:36:47 PM): at all
Vorfalath (10:44:20 PM): There's what you were missing.
Vorfalath (10:44:24 PM): See ya around, I guess?
Vorfalath (10:44:38 PM): Maybe you'll unblock and tear me a new asshole while I'm asleep again later.
Bigmike07 66 (10:44:38 PM): Now I feel like a jackass.
Vorfalath (10:44:47 PM): That's fine
Bigmike07 66 (10:44:49 PM): Sorry.
Vorfalath (10:44:53 PM): No, don't be
Bigmike07 66 (10:45:35 PM): And youve got enough without me saying things. So yeah, Im sorry.
Vorfalath (10:45:51 PM): Seriously, I don't care.
Vorfalath (10:46:04 PM): My name gets dragged around, people flip shit
Vorfalath (10:46:13 PM): I come home to see my face getting torn off
Vorfalath (10:46:17 PM): I don't care anymore, Mike
Bigmike07 66 (10:46:20 PM): I didnt flip. I
Vorfalath (10:46:22 PM): This is why I don't play.
Bigmike07 66 (10:46:24 PM): Alright
Bigmike07 66 (10:46:45 PM): You got mad at me when you thought I was lying a long time ago.
Bigmike07 66 (10:46:51 PM): And flipped on me.
Vorfalath (10:47:15 PM): You were there when I flipped
Bigmike07 66 (10:47:17 PM): I trusted, and still trust you. But I know how fickle people can be.
Vorfalath (10:47:21 PM): You talked to me, when I flipped
Vorfalath (10:47:37 PM): I didn't smear you across a wall while you weren't at the computer, and then block you
Bigmike07 66 (10:47:46 PM): I needed to cool off
Vorfalath (10:47:53 PM): Right
Vorfalath (10:48:02 PM): Because of that nasty verbal assault I gave you
Bigmike07 66 (10:48:04 PM): I didnt want to say anything else until I figured youd be on.
Vorfalath (10:48:18 PM): That's not what it came off like, sorry
Bigmike07 66 (10:48:32 PM): Well thats the truth of it
Bigmike07 66 (10:48:43 PM): Why else would I unblock you?
Vorfalath (10:50:06 PM): "Yes or No" does not a decent conversation make
Bigmike07 66 (10:50:11 PM): Yeah well
Vorfalath (10:50:13 PM): Infact, it felt more like an attack
Bigmike07 66 (10:50:19 PM): You havent been one for fecking conversations now lately have you
Bigmike07 66 (10:50:29 PM): I figured you could handle a yes or no to someone you used to consider a friend.
Vorfalath (10:50:56 PM): No, what I can handle is "Can you explain"
Vorfalath (10:51:04 PM): Not "I've already made up my mind, but I'll give you one word"
Vorfalath (10:51:14 PM): Maybe I need to cool off.
Bigmike07 66 (10:51:19 PM): Ive made up my mind you're right
Bigmike07 66 (10:51:37 PM): That If you said No I would apologize over and over.
Bigmike07 66 (10:51:47 PM): That if you said Yes, I would lump you in with Bailey.
Vorfalath (10:51:57 PM): But my answer wasn't a no.
Vorfalath (10:52:02 PM): If I said No, I'd be lying
Bigmike07 66 (10:52:06 PM): But yeah, it was.
Vorfalath (10:52:10 PM): if I said Yes, you wouldn't bother to hear an explination
Vorfalath (10:52:13 PM): So I broke the rules
Bigmike07 66 (10:52:14 PM): You didnt tell him anything that hes saying you did
Bigmike07 66 (10:52:15 PM): Hence
Bigmike07 66 (10:52:16 PM): No
Bigmike07 66 (10:52:32 PM): You're right.
Bigmike07 66 (10:54:52 PM): You're right Melanie. I handled it like shit. And like you said, you dont care.
Bigmike07 66 (10:57:43 PM): But Ive got another question. What would you have done if the situation was reversed and you were angry at me? Just waited until I was online and talked to me? Given me the benefit of the doubt when you know that the person saying shit is friends with me?
Vorfalath (10:59:20 PM): I wouldn't have blocked you until I actually spoke with you, for one
Bigmike07 66 (10:59:41 PM): Blocking you was the only way I stopped ranting.
Bigmike07 66 (11:00:03 PM): And you're not blocked now
Bigmike07 66 (11:00:17 PM): And I wont block you again. Not that it seems to matter to you.
Bigmike07 66 (11:01:34 PM): Are you busy with stuff, or do you just not want to talk to me?
Vorfalath (11:02:22 PM): I'm busy
Vorfalath (11:02:27 PM): Sorry, give me a minute
Bigmike07 66 (11:02:37 PM): Alright.
Vorfalath (11:11:16 PM): Alright, I think it's mostly settled
Bigmike07 66 (11:11:29 PM): What is it you were busy with?
Vorfalath (11:11:32 PM): But that's really not what it came off like, when you blocked me
Vorfalath (11:11:34 PM): Family stuff
Vorfalath (11:11:37 PM): Unimportant
Bigmike07 66 (11:11:39 PM): Everything ok?
Vorfalath (11:11:42 PM): Fine
Bigmike07 66 (11:11:43 PM): Alright.
Vorfalath (11:12:05 PM): "Bigmike07 66 (2:27:43 AM): You know what, nevermind. I realize now that....Nevermind. Maybe we'll talk again someday. Later Mel."
Vorfalath (11:12:10 PM): That isn't "I need to cool off"
Vorfalath (11:12:19 PM): That isn't "I need to stop ranting"
Bigmike07 66 (11:12:23 PM): It is too
Vorfalath (11:12:24 PM): That's "I made up my mind"
Vorfalath (11:12:38 PM): That's "Even if you were here to talk, I wouldn't listen"
Vorfalath (11:12:43 PM): Then I get the "Yes or No"
Vorfalath (11:13:43 PM): I don't know what you were trying to get across, with any of it. 
Bigmike07 66 (11:13:44 PM): You know. I feel bad for how I acted. But I would do it again...this is the most youve talked to me in a month at least.
Vorfalath (11:13:53 PM): Wow
Vorfalath (11:13:58 PM): That's entirely the wrong thing to say, Mike
Bigmike07 66 (11:14:01 PM): I miss ya Mel.
Bigmike07 66 (11:14:11 PM): Sorry that thats the wrong thing to say.
Vorfalath (11:14:15 PM): Then you can keep missing me.
Bigmike07 66 (11:14:20 PM): Alright.
Vorfalath (11:14:24 PM): Now it's my turn to cool off.
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